The last few days have been quite good. I have not felt "down", but I feel it creeping in this morning. I turn to the Lord, for he is my help. I cannot do this without Him....I don't want to. I know I can have the tendency to daydream about something pleasant to keep my mind off the real stuff that is going on, but I do not want to do that. It is a false, temporary comfort. What the Lord gives me is real, and lasting, and it causes me to "stay" in the present...to stay in what is my reality.
I have had some alone time. Not much, but enough to get a little more rejuvenated. Kenny is such a dear. He understands me and does all he can to help me. I have an amazing husband.