A Journey

What a journey I am on! I feel I am coming out of a very sad time. Sad for me, but I really don't think others noticed. I know how to keep things fairly under wraps. But yes, sad. And I know I will have many more of those sad days. I just cannot believe there will come a day when my Kenny will not be with me. When I don't "go there", I do pretty well...but I think I have "gone there" some lately and hence the tears.

Today I felt better. Not sure why. I had a glass of wine with Mark today and we had a nice conversation. I think I realized I would not be alone. There will be people in my life and I will survive. I won't crawl into a hole and never come out. I may crawl into a hole, but I will come back out...someday.