Some days are better than others and I feel I have been living in some of the better ones lately. Not "better" in the large scope of things...."better" in that way would mean better when Kenny was healthy and strong and we had our whole lives ahead of us. A long life....or so we thought. But now the "better" just means that...better than other days....better than crying or being sad all the time. Better because there is much to smile about still... and better because I am doing it.