We go to Stanford a week from today for a second opinion. I still hope...very much so, that this is not what they think it is...or even if so...the Lord will heal and I will have my beautiful husband for a long time to come.
One thing I know for sure...I want to truly love my husband the way he deserves to be loved every day...no matter what. I want to love him well and I know there will be days when that may not come naturally. I need to remember...the Lord will love through me if I just let Him.